Hi, This bog is not meant for anything except a place for me to clear my mind. (it gets ugly in there) I am 35 about to be 36 and have 3 wonderful children that I will refer to as the Spawns 1-3. The oldest is a girl, a teen girl she is now 16, she will be S1. My son is 10 he was just recently re-diagnosed with Autism. (an entire post in its self) he will be S2. Now on to the Princess, she is 5 and will be referred to as S3...the Spawns I sense you will get to know well..
  One thing you must know about me in order to even get threw reading my posts is that I am grammar and spelling STUPID!! I will spell everything wrong and my punctuation will be BAD..so if you cant handle that run now..lolol and fast because it will be bad. Like I said this blog is only for the purpose of me getting shit off my chest...
  Where were we? Oh, I was just kind of getting started letting you the World Wide Web get to know me. (WWW as I will call you) The biggest reason for me to start this blog was because I am no longer using Face Book and even when I did, everyone bitched if I had some whining to do..well here I can and will..some days Ill make  you laugh and others you will want to shoot me your self...lol...  Right now I am juggling many things that I will write about One being the re diagnosis of S2 and how I am dealing with that, another being the ongoing help I am reaching out for S3 due to a family crisis that we are still battling today (another post all together as well) and the third, I'm growing another human!  There I said it! WOW that felt good...I am 9w6days today...
  So today my first post I sit here and am typing and deleting over and over. Who's idea what this anyway? LOL ..S2 and 3 are playing around me making some noise which end up filtering threw into what I type, the last sentence looked like this "so this week, my 9th week of gestation Lego's don't go on the floor I feel really good"  HAHA so as you can see my mind is wandering.  I blame the gummy bear (baby's nickname, or Jelly munchkin) It has been a good 3 days not that I don't even feel like I'm growing a human. Most would be like "OK, why is she complaining?" It's because know all is well in there is a nice feeling too. Due to my only interaction being the WWW I have been on a lot or forums and blogs about babies. Man, they can be depressing as hell!!! So the little reminders that the GB is still in there and doing well is refreshing. GB's father is a first time dad as well so being able to tell him all is fine is refreshing for him. I know I'm just being silly but honestly I went from BAM sick all day to nothing not even a little tinge in the boob!! lol This is new for me even on number 4.  For now I will leave you with this


Diaper backward spells repaid. Think about it...